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what are the chances?

01-Feb-08

Of all the people in your IM list, setting their status to the exact same lyric from the exact same song from the exact same album from the exact same band, at the SAME TIME?!

IM status

I’ve unleashed a monster..

Shawna: i feel so extraordinary
Shawna: something’s got a hold on me
Shawna: i get this feeling im in motion
Scott: sorry was on call.
Scott: asudden sense of liberty
Scott: i don’t care cause i’m not there (literally)
Scott: and i don’t care if i’m here tomorrow
Shawna: again and again ive taken too much
Shawna: of the things that cost you too much
Shawna: i used to think that the day would never come, i’d see delight in the shade of the morning sun
Scott: my morning sun is the drug that brings me near
Scott: to the child hood i lost, replaced by fear
Shawna: i used to think that the day would never come
Scott: that my life would depend on the morning sun

day one in my own sun

23-Jan-08

Here I sit, alternating between browsing “what to do with your life” type blogs and staring into space thinking “WTF?!?!?!?!”.

What do I want to be when I grow up? I can’t say for sure, but so far it’s looking like I’m extremely allergic to being a small cog in a big machine. Thing is, the big machine brings the positives of security, stability, a regular pay check, healthcare (too important in a country like the US). The negatives are politics, hierarchy, politics, very restrictive job scope, etc. Did I mention politics?

Most advice you see out there tells you to treat being unemployed/between jobs as like you’re employed for yourself, and your job is to find a job. That’s great advice when you’re #1 learning and growing in certain roles and you just wish to slip into the same role in a different company. It’s also great advice when you’re #2 in a place where you don’t have a choice - by that I mean, perhaps you’ve a mortgage, kids, wife, expensive toys that require a lot of upkeep, etc. I imagine in that scenario it’s most imperative to get back to status quo, with checks coming in to cover the outgoings.

I was almost on the property ladder a few months ago. I’m glad that didn’t work out! What happened was the markets were turning and the rules for borrowing money were in flux. I was in escrow at the time and as the seller removed the final contingencies and we were to move forward, the rules changed such that the bare minimum needed for a deposit was raised from 5% to 10%. I could’ve gone to this, but that would’ve pretty much cleaned out my reserves. If I’d taken the chance and gone ahead with it, I’d have probably already be in negative equity and completely focused on not disrupting my income flow. i.e. position #2 above.

In leaving my job the reactions I’ve had from friends and work colleagues has ranged from “Dude! What are you thinking?! You don’t have another job to go to?!” to “I’m SOOO jealous! I think it’s awesome!”, and every shade in between. It’s also been educational to see who took the time to respond to my leaving email, who picked up the phone, etc. and those who just never acknowledged my message all. I made great contacts at that job, and worked with some great folks. I hope to work with them again at some point.

Right now I’m in a great spot. I have a wonderful opportunity to make something for myself, and of myself. We all owe it to ourselves to find something that inspires us. Personally I just need to keep on track and not take the easy way out!

Nothing is forever.

The only constant is change.

This too shall pass.

the abyss

19-Jan-08

Scary info #1

Scary info #2

Scary info #3

Journal Inquirer - Top Stories - 12/01/2005 - Federal Reserve money supply report is about to fall into the abyss
12/01/2005
Federal Reserve money supply report is about to fall into the abyss
By Harlan Levy

In a little-noticed decision a few weeks ago, the Federal Reserve Board said it would stop publishing its weekly M3 money supply number as of next March, although it will continue to publish M0, M1, and M2.
M0 is all coins and paper bills. M1 is M0 plus all checking accounts. M2 is M1 plus savings accounts, money market accounts, and certificates of deposit of less than $100,000. M3 is M2 plus all deposits, euro dollars, and repurchase agreements that are $100,000 and larger.

(A repurchase agreement is a short-term sale and subsequent repurchase of securities by a bank or other financial institution.)

M3 is the broadest measure of how much money is circulating in the U.S. at any one time. Unlike M2, M3 is the big stuff, the super-size deposits.

“M3 shows intervention and big money movements,” Bill King says in The King Report says.

But why should you care?

(snip)

“They know what’s coming — massive amounts of dollar creation to fund the worsening trade and federal government budget deficits,” says James Turk in the Free Market Gold & Money Report.

“There is only one reason for the Fed to conceal important monetary component information,” The King Report says. It’s “to cover up the truth about what the Fed, central banks, and the really big money are doing.”

(snip)

A possible market crash is only one reason for secrecy, McHugh postulates. “Is the economy closer to the brink than anyone realizes? Or is it politically expedient to goose markets? Do the corporate elitists want the big payback for backing the powers that be and insist upon a rising market into year-end?” he asks. “Do they see a catastrophe coming that will require hyperinflation to bail the U.S. out? Maybe.”

I’m going to add to this post as I find related stories. Thing is, there are so many of them out there!

Bank Of America and interest rates

19-Jan-08

Some history between B of A and myself…

I was originally signed up for a MBNA Linux Fund card. I deliberately chose them over banks like B of A as I didn’t like what I’d read about banks like B of A in various online reviews. B of A bought out MBNA not so long ago, so despite trying to avoid them I became their customer in the end anyways.

Less than a couple months ago I was checking my online statements and noticed my bill said I was being charged something like a 20 or 25% interest rate. I found this shocking as I (like many others) get many offers for credit cards for interest rates much less than this, even after the special 0% intro rates.

I called B of A to discuss this, and was passed round a number of people before settling on one person that I had a very heated discussion with about my interest rate. I demanded to know why I was being charged such a rate, made it clear I was extremely unhappy about it as I’m a very active customer and regularly pay my bill in full. They responded that it had jumped to that rate as a penalty as I’d made a late payment. I asked when the penalty interest period would stop and the rate would drop back down, and they said it doesn’t automatically drop down again without intervention.

To clarify .. I’d continue to be charged this very high interest rate unless *I* took some action.

I responded that I’ll be taking advantage of the many other credit cards offers I get in the mail almost daily and for rates less than half of what they were charging me, and demanded my account be closed immediately. At this point the guy I was speaking to put me on hold for a few minutes. When he came back, he said he’d drop my interest rate to a more reasonable 15.x%.

Fast forward today. I was checking my credit card balance online today after receiving an email reminder that payment was due on my account. As I was out of the country over the xmas holidays I took a quick peek at my statement for that period. I scrolled down a bit and this jumped out at me..

My interest rate

Note the rate in the bottom right hand corner of 35.89%. Now I don’t know about you, but this is WAY above anything I’ve ever seen advertised and I’m sure you’ll agree is an absolutely ridiculous rate to be charged. I very occasionally pay a little late but usually drop thousands in to pay the complete balance at once as I often do US wide travel with occasional international travel.

A little googling around turned up interest rates for B of A credit card holders substantially less than what I was being charged, even after then intro 0% period had ended. For example ..

Publically advertised interest rate

(click to go directly to B of A site directly with this ad on it)

Note my card actually has “Platinum Plus” underneath the “Bank of America” logo, which to me implies I should be getting 9.9% as advertised here.

So I called B of A AGAIN today. I got a very nice pleasant lady on the phone who asked what she could do to help. I told her I’d looked at my online statement today and noticed the interest rate of 35.89% being charged for that recent billing period, and I’d like to know why I was being charged that. She said “One moment sir”, and I was put on hold.

After another minute or two a guy answered. I asked who I was speaking to, did he know who I was, why was I speaking to him, and why was I transferred. He said he was in some department like “account retentions”. Read into that what you will.

I explained to him what I was looking at on my bill, and said I’d like an explanation of the 35.89% number. He said I wasn’t being charged that, that my rate was actually 15.99%. This figure is on the image above. I continued to ask what that 35.89% number meant, and why it was on my personal bill, referring to a specific billing period. He responded they had to put that on there for legal reasons and that I wasn’t really being charged that rate.. every customer is different. So, I asked, if we all get different rates, what does that number mean for me? I could NOT get a clear answer out of him. I don’t think he knew.

I kept drilling him on this, asking why it’s there at all, why it’s specific to me, and he got very obviously irate. I took the time to explain my other recent previous experience, when I saw a number like this on a recent statement, I had to call and found out it was my interest rate, etc.

He had no response.

Even after speaking to their expert, I still have no idea what this number means, and why they’re legally obligated to put it on my statement.

I’m going to be looking for a new credit card next week.

life’s too short

18-Jan-08

:)

life's too short for the wrong job